Friday, October 30, 2009
Hmm, is it that often that I feel that nostalgic? I have no idea what's up with my pea brain lately. Every small little issue can send ripples and affect my mood tremendously. School has commenced for close to 2 weeks and I can already feel that it's taking its toll on me. How fragile can I be, I wonder..
Have been sick to close to 2 weeks now, counting back, that means I've been sick ever since school just started! I've had the blocked nose, dry cough and fever, which then evolved into the runny nose, phlegm cough and now, it has morphed into the ultimate sore throat and ulcers. How much worse can I fare.. Thought of coming up with a cheery and happy post to boost my mood but this seems to be coming out all the wrong way.
My friends around me have been very supportive. I know that they will be there for me whenever I need them. Seeing them in pain and suffering from matters of the heart makes me feel very useless. I know that there's nothing that I can do to alleviate the pain that they are going through, and that alone pains me. I just hope that they will be able to get out of their rough patch and be the happy selves that they once were.
My life has been smooth-sailing all my years in S.P. So I thought of dedicating this post to this institution and the friends that have been around me and supporting me along this important phase of my life.
SP is a school that helps in nurturing the future generations and bringing out the best in us! Nevertheless, who ever said that life in Polytechnics is easy ought to be shot. The workload in my course is not making my life a breeze, with tons of projects that pile up my schedule every semester, nothing about life in school is easy or relaxing. But, one thing that is worth commending are the lecturers that always interact with us and treat us like their friends, I still do respect them even though we are that acquainted that we can actually can chat about almost anything under the sun. We don't have that kinda invisible barrier that used to bound us in Primary and Secondary Schools.
My friends were the ones that were there for me when I was caught up with all the family problems and lent me their listening ears or even their shoulders to cry on when I was feeling down and out. They helped me when I felt that everything was crumbling down on me and I thought that I couldn't take it anymore. That's why I say that without friends, I wouldn't be the same Qi that everyone knows.
Naming them in no alphabetical order, I have Peizhen, Ailing, Rin See, Hui Zhen, Renhui, Muhd, Buddy a.k.a. Zi Yang. They were there for me when I needed help. It may be through projects that they helped me, it may also be just the act of asking if I was fine when I looked so lethargic. It may also be the fair share of jokes and merry making that we had, all those scenes are deeply etched within.
Thanks for being there for me when I thought that everything was going to be over. When I failed in anything, you guys were there to encourage me and asked me to move on. I've become who I am today because you guys were there whenever I needed you all. I love ya guys!
To all that have made me laugh or made my day, thanks for being there for me. =)
10:21 PM
Friday, August 07, 2009
I know I have been a pretty lousy blogger. I'll be lying if I say that I have absolutely NO time to blog. In between my breaks from deadlines and all, I do have a wee bit of time, but I don't get the motivation or the passion in blogging anymore. Or did I even have any to begin with? Sigh.
Okay, enough of my ranting. For those out there who is curious about my ever-boring life, I am currently still rushing all my deadlines for my projects. I have term tests the following week and ONE exam before I will be free for the holidays. All I want to do now is dig a hole and hide in there, ignoring everything that is happening around me. It has been close to 2 and a half years since I stepped into SP and I suppose I have matured and moved on. My views on issues have changed but I'm sure the childish streak in me is still there. Just did a quiz with reference to Marie Lai's BLOG. HAHA! These are the results.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Taadaa, clever old me decided to post the quiz results up, by doing so gives my post VOLUME. Okay, back to rushing CE CON's tender documents. TILL then! Sayonara!
11:47 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
It has been ages since I took the initiative to actually BLOG about my life. I feel quite bad for leaving this place to rot as it is now.. BUT I am back to REVIVE it alright? =)
My life has been alright, so far so good, I must say. I'm going on to my YEAR 3 NOW! YAY! Old as I may seem, I still feel super young at heart though! Sidetracking, I will be finishing my 7 week attachment at Nan Wah Engineering/Marketing soon! This coming saturday would be my last day at Nan Wah and I am currently having MIXED feelings indeed.
When I first started out at Nan Wah, I was extremely excited and was eagerly anticipating what working life was all about. Was OVER the moon when I knew that Ah Zhen and Eileen was also attached to the same company as me. Boy, was my happiness short-lived, I was transferred to Orchard Towers in the very first week!
Spent close to a week at Orchard Towers, feeling miserable and left out. That was a gruelling experience and I SUFFERED so much from it. Perhaps, the only plus point was the supervisor there! Was transferred back to Changi yet again after spending close to one week at Orchard.
BACK AT CHANGI = I felt super left out!
THEN again, it could be because I wasn't involved in any of the calculations and stuff that they did, it took me about 2 to 3 days to get myself accustomed to the calculations and all once again. Second time back again at Changi, I got to know the people there better and my fellow colleagues are actually a FUNKY bunch of people!
To start the ball rolling, let's start off with the two people that went to the same attachment as me:
Peizhen: THIS SHORTY AND SMARTY, and currently still limping small fella, she is one LAME and tolerable person from my point of view! She is someone who can actually take all my nonsense and allow me to rant and complain all I want to her. THANK god for her presence and of course, not to forget, her LOUD and cheery personality that kinda kept me going for the whole 7 weeks of attachment. I LOVE HER FOR WHO SHE IS, including her loudness, that is, and hope she stays that way! THANKS PEIZHEN!
Eileen: THIS WOMAN AH.. She isn't as serious as she LOOKS! LOOKS can be DECEIVING indeed. She is yet another CRAPPY friend of mine whom, I must say, is also another fun-loving character. She always takes the back seat and watch, WHILST laughing at both Peizhen and I. I BET, she also thinks that we are her source of entertainment for the WHOLE attachment! HEHE! Poor Eileen Liu Yi Lin had to take all my nonsense when our dearest Ah Zhen was on M.C.! THANKS FOR crapping with me all those times girl! =)
ONTO OUR DEAREST COLLEAGUES, (Doubt they will ever see this though..)
WE HAVE FIRST UP:
Jenny the NANNY turned MOMMY, which makes it all too FUNNY.
JENNY ONG LI TING! HAHA! This is one funny lady! She is always the one brightening us up for the day. She is EXTREMELY loud and funny! Nothing seems to be able to darken her days, and she is always smiley and all. The office would be extremely quiet if not for her presence, and livening up of the atmosphere. She was OUR NANNY, who turned out to be our Mommy when a customer mistook us for her daughters! And all because of her, I ended up having 3 younger sisters and 2 younger brothers! SIGH. =(
Boy, perhaps this is one person that I will miss when school reopens! SHE SHOULD FEEL HONOURED for having impacted my life alright!
Next up, is
JOYCE-EEEEEEEEEEE.
JOYCE LAI! My MAJIE. HAHA! This is another young lady that has made my life in Nan Wah more BEARABLE. She is the one that appears to be COLD and fierce on the outside, but is actually just another YOUNG and crappy individual once she opens up. My dearest Joyce, you must really learn to SMILE more and be more LOUD. I SHALL not forget the fact that you actually DAO-ed me the first time I saw you at BEDOK interchange. YOU would also be dearly missed by meeeee! =)
NEXTTTTTTT, would be my
SHI MU. Eve Lim!EVE (LIM), another one that cares a WHOLE lot about our welfare and such. The motherly figure that would occasionally chat with us to ensure that we are not too miserable working there. She is the one that gives us MOST of the workload though. HAHA! But nonetheless, if not for her, I would have ended up spending most of my time down at Second floor instead of Seven floor! For that, I really have to thank her from the bottom of my heart! HEHE!
There are many other figures in the company that impacted me one way or another. But listing all of them out would take AGES. Just wanna compile all my thanks and state here that I would like to thank each and every one who came into Lim Su-Qi's life and impacted it along the way. Be it teaching me valuable lessons or perhaps just a simple chat with me, I thank all of you.
Because of you guys, I believe I have grown and matured at my own pace and time. You may think that you have not done anything significant or anything huge, but to me, you guys spending time with me and teaching me alongside is really worth my gratitude to you guys. Thanks a whole lot!
*bows*
3:31 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
I have been on my holidays since exams ended, somewhere late August. Results have been back again, this time G.P.A. have dropped yet again. Currently at a cumulative result of slightly above 3. I gotta pull up my socks and bring the grades back up! I was reading my sister's blog just now, dated latest May 2007. Went through her posts, and noticed the pain and grief that she went through was nothing less than what I had went through. Although it's true that we don't get along well as siblings, but I hope we can spend time together as a family. Thinking back on those days when it was noisy and cheery at our dining table.. Although there was constant bickering and poking fun at each other, these all belong to the past. The day Ann left us, part of us left with her too. Typing this post results in an aching heart. Hope that my mood will improve on its own. Sidetracking, blogging about my life, I have been resting and will be heading off the Beijing in 2 days' time. Leaving on the 3rd, which is my brother's 20th birthday. Will be back on the 8th October, night flight. These days, all I have been doing, is reading, watching TVB dramas and resting. Nothing much, just awaiting for Year 2, Semester 2 of my S.P. life to commence. Till then..
8:53 AM
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sigh, yet another post starting with the same old word, "Sigh". Why is that so? I'm currently set in an extremely quiet and eerie environment. The results of the terrible test of Industrial Noise and Vibration Control is coming back soon! I don't wanna face the music of the actions I've previously done. I DON'T! Let me hope for a miracle to happen soon, sigh.
Ok, all results are back, and it is TERRIBLE. I totally screwed up the stupid Insustrial Noise. That is one of the six modules that I didn't pass. I was so damn disheartened that I actually thought of giving it up one and for all. But apparently, I didn't have the courage to do so, all I have to do is move on and hope for the best. Perhaps it is true that you reap what you sow, I hope that I will be able to work doubly hard and get those good grades!
Perhaps it's time to step on the accelerator, no more horsing around for me. It's time to get down to serious business.
9:53 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
There we go again, the never ending misunderstandings that occur between the two of us, when will she ever understand the true meaning of every sentence that I say?! Many things can have many meanings, one thing or one sentence being said can convey different messages, and she always comprehend all that I say to her in the negative light. Yah, okay, let's just take it in the way that I'm always the one saying the wrong things, doing the wrong things, fine with that? I fail to understand why she gets so angry over such minor things, it's not as if I did something really wrong and they have to bail me out of it, I'm sure words won't hurt as much as actions. I'm kinda slowly losing it already, gone are my patience and the heart of willing to apologize even if the fault doesn't lie at my side. I'm slowly changing, isit good or bad? I don't want to stand up against her, cause that would mean defiance, should I just take it in my stride and move on? I'm a person that remembers grudges, and won't let them go easily, so those that want to make me cross, be prepared for I live by this phrase, "Revenge is sweet."
"Grudges are things that can be let down, but it ain't easy for one to let it go."
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Labels: Grudgingly written., Revengeful
4:40 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
After such a long time since I last posted, I'm back in action once again! Can you beat that?! I have been to Dubai and to HongKong. And I'm staying put in Singapore till my school starts in Mid-April. YES, I'm currently asting my time away, finding myself things to do when I'm home cause there is seriously nothing else for me to do other than to work by which I'm super unwilling to do so. There are certain things that have been bugging me ever since my holidays started, what am I to do in future? Is what I'm actually studying a choice of my own or isit actually me just trying to please others? Perhaps, I should just let go and let nature take its oen course. My grades for Year 1 is out, and I'm not really that glad about it, I know that I haven't done badly, but with this grades, I have to work even harder in Year 2 and 3 to pull my G.P.A. back up to the minimum 3.5. I'm currently about, 0.159 points away from my dream grade, it may seem little, but this is the little bit that actually makes the HUGE difference. Ok, enough of my continuous ranting, telling you more about what has been going on in my life, is it just me or is it my family members are more difficult to get along with these days? They seem to fail to understand what I really want in life, whatever they do sometimes just really irritates me and leaves me fuming mad at them and they just don't seem to get it?! It may be just me that cannot get along well with them or are they the ones that are making my life so miserable? I do feel glad that they are beside me supporting me when I need them, but at times, they do certain things that make me feel that they are simply over-doing it. I should just sit down, relax and think about what I really want out of the mess I'm in now.
"When I smile and laugh at your jokes, who really knew that I was breaking down on the inside of me. I am the joke, right?"
Labels: Tired and simply worn out.
2:50 AM
